kamisaru @ 2010-08-31T18: 02:00
Do not wonder, for it was quite clear that this would happen. At least I and everyone here knows me.
Nothing can ever replace me is Boomer!
His loss has torn a hole in me and I will still need plenty of time to understand it really can.
But until then I need a job and I have now.
His name is jazz, he is soon to be 12 weeks old, black as night, and will even be a giant.
It is hard to find in him not boomers. And it will often be the case that I am overwhelmed 'll feel me now, so soon afterwards to take care of a baby (even if it is a giant baby).
But I have to give so much - why should that be with Boomer over? So I would
his legacy - all the things he has given me and what I learned from him - trample.
I do not have a "new dog" to the "old dog" to replace or to comfort me about his loss of time.
is actually not possible.
jazz is here, so Mel and I could see the world together, give him a good life and accompany him. And rightly so.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Male Brazilian Las Vegas
kamisaru @ 2010-08-27T00: 07:00
Tomorrow we are going there: http://www.xn--knigspudel-ecb.net/3.html
A small black bully is still available. I can now say anything yet, but tomorrow will probably decide something.
wait ....
Tomorrow we are going there: http://www.xn--knigspudel-ecb.net/3.html
A small black bully is still available. I can now say anything yet, but tomorrow will probably decide something.
wait ....
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Pain In My Testicles When I Bend Over
kamisaru @ 2010-08-25T21: 26:00
morning it's a week ago. And nothing is better. Or just different.
Everything is so meaningless without him. In me is all empty and dead as a black hole that devours everything and nothing can be outside.
I want to sleep and not wake up. And curse every morning comes. Because it is just another day is more and again brings only pain.
And this nothing.
I would just disappear ....
morning it's a week ago. And nothing is better. Or just different.
Everything is so meaningless without him. In me is all empty and dead as a black hole that devours everything and nothing can be outside.
I want to sleep and not wake up. And curse every morning comes. Because it is just another day is more and again brings only pain.
And this nothing.
I would just disappear ....
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Marketing Objectives Of Coca-cola
kamisaru @ 2010-08-19T20: 26:00
For those who I have not yet achieved - I regret to report that we lost this morning, around a quarter before nine, after 15 1 / 2 years, our beloved little boomers.
The decision to let him sleep was not easy.
But after the past few days not as difficult as I had feared.
Boomer had another attack last Sunday. And then there is a blip up on the old spirits on Monday, not again become better.
We fought!
Kerstin, usnere vet our angel, we had the last two years during with the first boomers, has tried everything.
But Boomer was actually after the second attack on Monday evening, no longer with us.
It may have been a stroke or a brain tumor. Exactly I do not know and it would have changed anything.
Since Monday evening it was just an empty shell, which stumbled here confused by our apartment. Boomer has neither his home nor us nor recognized. He ran around, on and on because his body told him. He ate and drank mechanically. He came to us because he got treats and not because he is the two people remembered who loved him most, and he loved the most.
It was bad, which you can believe me.
Except for a few hours I have not slept. I was just behind this little guy here, so he does not fall and hurt.
Sometimes he fell asleep, and when he woke up then, it was again, as if he knew also from his nap anymore.
He was quite far away from us and despite all efforts we could not bring him back.
I do not know where we have taken the power, Duch entitled to that. It must have been the hope that last spark, it still failed.
This morning we then said goodbye.
I have kept the promise that I gave my little one was when he from his muut away and came to me.
Until the last moment!
It was fast.
He has not suffered. He did not resist it. Anaesthesia has made him gentle and quiet sleep and a few moments later it was over.
now begins for us the long, hard time to get used to life without boomers.
My little, the best is in me!
I see and I find him anywhere.
And so I ask all who want to give me a brief moment long to give something of their power. It tears me inside and I tell it like it is - would not be Mel here with me and with me in mourning for our kids - I was no longer here now.
my little angel I'll never forget!
He is with me and with me in everything I do.
And I will always love you, sweetheart!
Thanks for all these wonderful years! Thank you, that you were there and it will also always be!
His things we have today given all Kerstin. Not all dogs have it as good as he had, and we just want that his legacy still a poor little soul in animal welfare benefits.
Boomers little soul is now free and with us. His remains today we can burn in Holland in a crematorium for pets. When everyone is settled down, we will scatter the ashes, perhaps. We'll see.
means for me that my love is free and can be anywhere with us. The thought comforts me and I will need it even more often.
heal wounds on the soul is not fast, and I'm afraid of what's coming. But I'm not alone.
For those who I have not yet achieved - I regret to report that we lost this morning, around a quarter before nine, after 15 1 / 2 years, our beloved little boomers.
The decision to let him sleep was not easy.
But after the past few days not as difficult as I had feared.
Boomer had another attack last Sunday. And then there is a blip up on the old spirits on Monday, not again become better.
We fought!
Kerstin, usnere vet our angel, we had the last two years during with the first boomers, has tried everything.
But Boomer was actually after the second attack on Monday evening, no longer with us.
It may have been a stroke or a brain tumor. Exactly I do not know and it would have changed anything.
Since Monday evening it was just an empty shell, which stumbled here confused by our apartment. Boomer has neither his home nor us nor recognized. He ran around, on and on because his body told him. He ate and drank mechanically. He came to us because he got treats and not because he is the two people remembered who loved him most, and he loved the most.
It was bad, which you can believe me.
Except for a few hours I have not slept. I was just behind this little guy here, so he does not fall and hurt.
Sometimes he fell asleep, and when he woke up then, it was again, as if he knew also from his nap anymore.
He was quite far away from us and despite all efforts we could not bring him back.
I do not know where we have taken the power, Duch entitled to that. It must have been the hope that last spark, it still failed.
This morning we then said goodbye.
I have kept the promise that I gave my little one was when he from his muut away and came to me.
Until the last moment!
It was fast.
He has not suffered. He did not resist it. Anaesthesia has made him gentle and quiet sleep and a few moments later it was over.
now begins for us the long, hard time to get used to life without boomers.
My little, the best is in me!
I see and I find him anywhere.
And so I ask all who want to give me a brief moment long to give something of their power. It tears me inside and I tell it like it is - would not be Mel here with me and with me in mourning for our kids - I was no longer here now.
my little angel I'll never forget!
He is with me and with me in everything I do.
And I will always love you, sweetheart!
Thanks for all these wonderful years! Thank you, that you were there and it will also always be!
BOOMER
05/01/1995 - 08/19/2010
05/01/1995 - 08/19/2010
His things we have today given all Kerstin. Not all dogs have it as good as he had, and we just want that his legacy still a poor little soul in animal welfare benefits.
Boomers little soul is now free and with us. His remains today we can burn in Holland in a crematorium for pets. When everyone is settled down, we will scatter the ashes, perhaps. We'll see.
means for me that my love is free and can be anywhere with us. The thought comforts me and I will need it even more often.
heal wounds on the soul is not fast, and I'm afraid of what's coming. But I'm not alone.
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